Welcome to my website, originally a blog born to depict my 9-month journey with the Be Woman Project. A project aiming at inspiring women to heal the relationship around being a woman and the one they have with other women in their life. The 9 months are over and – oh grace- my journey towards self-knowledge, self-acceptance continues.

  • Building up Goddess-Strength

    May 22, 2020 by

    Crying, laughing, contemplating on birth and death, re-discovering one‘s own body and bathing in flowers. 11 days. Full on. Here is my version of what happened during my third and last training within my apprenticeship with Be Woman Project.

  • Why I decided to stay in Africa, despite Corona

    April 4, 2020 by

    Do I better stay or leave a country where Corona can become life-threatening for people even if they‘re not infected? I let the repatriation-flight fly, without me. This is why I decided to do so and how I‘m trying to not lose sense of proportion…

  • Hard times have their power and beauty

    March 20, 2020 by

    Yes, I am scared too sometimes, and it can take me a bit to realize each time that there’s actually no reason for it. I mean there are reasons, it’s really legitimated to be scared these days. I’m reminding myself to ask myself though: “Am I really insecure?” (which I learnt from Vedanta-philosophy classes). And… Read more

  • Regaining Trust in My Desires. Or: This Christmas, Eat as Much as You Want Without Guilt.

    December 24, 2019 by

    What are you longing for? a friend asked me recently. I long for trusting myself. For doing what my body wants to do, my heart, myself. For no more having that much need for external approval… The insight that one can trust one’s desires and that self-force doesn’t work, I got from a programme on dietary transformation (which is much more than just about food). And from Vedanta: My teacher says that we follow values not because we should – but because we realize what we lose by not following them: peace of mind.

  • Family constellation: one more step in making peace with myself

    December 6, 2019 by

    It blew me away as only a few things have blown me away before. The woman who played the role of myself expressed thoughts which I had never said out loud but corresponded exactly to what was going on inside me. The other participants constellating my family expressed things that were amazingly true. I cried buckets full of tears… What’s the supposed effect of “family constellations”? I have some assumptions 🙂

  • Discovering the value of being a woman: My first steps

    October 19, 2019 by

    Once you go that path, you can’t help but continue to walk on it. It’s just too attractive. You have become too attractive. You don’t want to abandon yourself anymore… Here is what I have resonated the most with in the Be Woman Project-training dedicated to the goddesses Laksmi (neutralizes the sense of unworthiness) and Lalita (represents sacred beauty and sexuality).

  • Why I quit my (somehow) great job and started to pray

    September 13, 2019 by

    It was a safe, at times, exciting job. Nevertheless I did my job only by quitting my job. What led me to my decision? Knowledge about how I can deal with anxiety and feel more at ease with myself, what values truly mean and that I can live with less. Namaste.

  • How I realized I’m worthy not to run after him

    September 5, 2019 by

    We spent 24 hours together and I fell in love. Believe it or not and I find it ridiculous, too. But it happened. And the pain felt real. I decided to handle it differently this time: I cried, I asked for help and then faced my shame and projection. Until I realized that I no longer really mind that he doesn’t take what is here.

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